I Became The Male Lead’s Female Friend

usly, I thought that if someone called me by that stupid nickname, I would die of shame on the spot.

 

But what the hell is this?

 

There’s a tickling in my heart and the corners of my lips are about to go up… This is really…

 

‘It’s funny!’

 

I held back the laughter that was about to leak out.

 

It was then that I realized why my mother had to give me such an absurd nickname.

 

And why she kept bringing up such a nickname in front of my father and why she was always happy to make him feel embarrassed.

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“It seems that Dahlia was a little mistaken.
It’s not that hard to call it.”

 

“What?”

 

“I gave you that nickname to help you become a lovable person, wouldn’t Dahlia be too sad if I said that? You should call her sweeter with more affection.”

 

My mother, who was watching us from behind, bowed to her waist and caringly explained the origin of my nickname.

 

And then she makes eye contact with Rudrick and smiles… Knowing the meaning of that smile, I got goosebumps at the back of my neck.

 

My mother looked at Rudrick affectionately.

 

“Come on, copy me.”

 

And she slowly opened her mouth.

 

“Darling.”

 

Rudrick fainted on the spot.

 

 

* * *

 

Come to think of it, I wasn’t really that kind of a ‘good friend‘ in my previous life.

 

To be precise, I was a troublesome friend.
Most of my friends who became closer after the daycare period defined me this way.

 

‘It’s not bad, but it’s a friend I want to punch.’

 

To put it nicely, I was playful in a good and bad way.

 

If you ask me if this is good or bad, I have nothing to say.

 

The reactions of my friends to my pranks were also extreme.
There were friends who joked with me, and there were friends who hated it.

 

But strangely enough, there are friends who want to joke around.

 

A pure soul that responds to every joke and reveals all thoughts on its face.

 

That’s the kind of person Rudrick was.

 

‘It’s because you’re so cute.’

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To make a little more of my excuse, I was never going to reveal my ugly desire against Rudrick.

 

It hasn’t been long since I decided to become a ‘real good friend‘, but if I reveal my nature and bully him recklessly, I might become an enemy rather than a friend.

 

Above all else, if I had tormented such a small and delicate child, it would not be fun and I would only feel remorse.

 

But maybe I’m already getting the hang of it.

 

When Rudrick reacts to every word I say, when I touch him a little bit, his face turns red and he can’t say anything.

 

Even more stimulating, when he’s about to cry and tears build up in his big eyes.

 

Whenever that happened, I heard a cry from deep inside my heart, ‘More, a little more!’ but I tried to ignore it.

 

For some reason, once you taste it, you will never be able to go back.

 

But in the end, I did…

 

Although I didn’t intend to, I tasted the forbidden fruit.

 

‘I can’t go back anymore.’

 

And it wasn’t until I realized that the more I played with Rudrick, the more I found out what was missing.

 

I didn’t feel empty just because I couldn’t call Rudrick by his nickname.

 

I felt empty because I was pretending to be too kind and suppressing my evil nature.

 

But come to think of it, didn’t we promise to be honest with each other?

 

If I only show my kind side, won’t Rudrick become anxious again?

 

‘Yes, let’s be honest!’

 

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It’s all for Rudrick and me-, after I had just finished rationalizing myself, I decided to reveal myself little by little.

 

As my last bit of conscience, I wonder if I should give Rudrick time to get used to it.

 

And the resolution seemed to be going quite according to plan.